haiizz

SO,what can i do now?! NO~! i cant do anythg now oso.. juz let it be~! but...ur friendship borke up now! i still juz "see" it happen.."see" it end.. end? i dun knw... izit end already?/ i mean ur friendship.. i dun knw...!
these day.. i feel bad...down...n... yes,thy knw wat happen to me... but "shhh"(calvin,jasmine n some of them knw who) knw wat i thking?? someone told me tat "shhh" dun knw... coz if "shhh" knw.."shhh" will stop... n...the one told me all the thgs.. many thgs tat... true u knw~!! we[(4 inclide me]....let "shhh" make till like to be mad...and make us "tired"..n even...hurt~ maybe they 3 not till like to be mad..but they tired..they hurt...and they angry...
amos told me tat ntg is impossible yesterday...dun knw cht bout wat ady,he told me ths... i thk it so b4... but atr a periods of times... i dun thk so ady... for LORD, ntg is impossible...but for us... is tat real?? then "shhh" will chg "shh"'s mind...?? i dun knw... n i wanna knw one thg...how's "shhh"'s feeling now? feeling bad? or feel normal...? "shhh" let "shhh"'s friend scold.. n...do "shhh" "wake up" ady? chg mind ady??
haiiz...still in a bad condition... there's mny quetions marks in my heart oso... >.<